3 Months of Service
It's interesting to think about and try to put into words. I used to find incest and pseudo-incest very unappealing. I didn't have a moral problem with it in principle, just no thanks. I'd even feel icky imagining a lover calling me daddy. I'd stop watching a porn video over just that.
That changed one day when I was playing Crusader Kings 2. I was on reddit and laughed at all the jokes about it being an incest simulator, but I wasn't interested in having that in my play throughs. I did indulge in seduction plots with some characters though. I don't remember what sort of character I was playing at the time, just that he was lustful and I decided to have fun getting away with plenty of seduction in my court. I was seducing various young ladies over the character's long lifetime, having fun and getting away with it. Then I happened to look at parentage of one of them. For those not familiar with the game, sometimes random characters with no known family spawn to wander into your court, but many of the characters you'll find have a family history that you can see. This particular young lady's mother looked rather familiar. She was a former lover of mine, and the girl had no listed father. Oh damn, I'd just fucked my own daughter. Oops. Then I looked at the grandmother. She was actually the first lover I'd taken as a young man, and again her kids had no listed father. Oh damn, this girl was also my grandaughter. Douple oops. And that was suddeny so hot. Out of nowhere I understood how sexy that taboo was.
I've been into it ever since. Only a little at first. I stopped avoiding it, then eventually started seeking it out in stories, games, videos, Now it's my top kink. It's partly the taboo, of course, but for me its also the emotional side. The "wholesome" fantasy of people who love eachother in every possible way at once. Now I'll often skip reading a sex story if it doesn't have at least one incest relationship. When playing CK3 now, I usually slip some incest in even when non-horny playing, and I've done multiple play throughs where I played an imortal character who married his daughters generation after generation. I think my record before I lost count was maybe 12 generations of pure daddy-line of descent. The game doesn't calculate past great-granddaughter, but you can count your way up the family tree.
Like many others have answered, I have no interest in my own female relatives that way. Now that I think on it, the idea no longer repells me, but still doesn't actually appeal. I would probably find it pleasant to see them nude, but I don't desire to. And I do desire to see other attractive ladies nude. It's weird to think too deeply about that.
That changed one day when I was playing Crusader Kings 2. I was on reddit and laughed at all the jokes about it being an incest simulator, but I wasn't interested in having that in my play throughs. I did indulge in seduction plots with some characters though. I don't remember what sort of character I was playing at the time, just that he was lustful and I decided to have fun getting away with plenty of seduction in my court. I was seducing various young ladies over the character's long lifetime, having fun and getting away with it. Then I happened to look at parentage of one of them. For those not familiar with the game, sometimes random characters with no known family spawn to wander into your court, but many of the characters you'll find have a family history that you can see. This particular young lady's mother looked rather familiar. She was a former lover of mine, and the girl had no listed father. Oh damn, I'd just fucked my own daughter. Oops. Then I looked at the grandmother. She was actually the first lover I'd taken as a young man, and again her kids had no listed father. Oh damn, this girl was also my grandaughter. Douple oops. And that was suddeny so hot. Out of nowhere I understood how sexy that taboo was.
I've been into it ever since. Only a little at first. I stopped avoiding it, then eventually started seeking it out in stories, games, videos, Now it's my top kink. It's partly the taboo, of course, but for me its also the emotional side. The "wholesome" fantasy of people who love eachother in every possible way at once. Now I'll often skip reading a sex story if it doesn't have at least one incest relationship. When playing CK3 now, I usually slip some incest in even when non-horny playing, and I've done multiple play throughs where I played an imortal character who married his daughters generation after generation. I think my record before I lost count was maybe 12 generations of pure daddy-line of descent. The game doesn't calculate past great-granddaughter, but you can count your way up the family tree.
Like many others have answered, I have no interest in my own female relatives that way. Now that I think on it, the idea no longer repells me, but still doesn't actually appeal. I would probably find it pleasant to see them nude, but I don't desire to. And I do desire to see other attractive ladies nude. It's weird to think too deeply about that.
