I eventually realized my kinks for incest, zoo, or loli content actually had strong common points:
1 - It is not something I would do or seek irl, it remains fantasies
2 - All share this idea of closeness, trust and innocence
Like it would be the most effective way for my spirit to translate into my mind what is trully to be cherished, and not forgotten when long time influences from society, good thinking morality and normalization already made too much undermining work
Alos I realized I had a tendancy to browse YT, then get tired of all the bs i see, and then go browse h games as a cure