1/3
3 Years of Service
I want to say it's hard to explain but it's not. It's deceptively simple: what am I looking for? Or rather what are you looking for?
In my case I wonder why I am driven to this, to seeing these things, playing these games? Beyond the pleasure and taboo. I'm hunting something, there's some kind of perfect sexual moment I'm trying to find and I've prodded every fetish and perversion I can think of with digital stimulation and (within legal boundaries and my own preferences) real partners. Some things come close to getting there in both realms, and yet it feels like it will never subside. An unscratchable itch I am driven to still try and scratch
...plus, it's fun
How about you all?
In my case I wonder why I am driven to this, to seeing these things, playing these games? Beyond the pleasure and taboo. I'm hunting something, there's some kind of perfect sexual moment I'm trying to find and I've prodded every fetish and perversion I can think of with digital stimulation and (within legal boundaries and my own preferences) real partners. Some things come close to getting there in both realms, and yet it feels like it will never subside. An unscratchable itch I am driven to still try and scratch
...plus, it's fun
How about you all?