2 Years of Service
haha well, I think i need stop here because I am wondering wake up to enjoy what exactly? Someone drinking your blood? lol
Hah, I think that just is the case for everyone, I am bi guy (tho, tendency to guys, counting out sex alone, all actual relationships I had were with guys) Did try long and too hard to be a normal relationship guy when it didn't really fit me, so now I am single for quite some time, taking care more of myself until maybe someday someone actually fitting falls into my lap and we can be differently happy together
yeah, I get that. I recently tried two relationships. each didn't last more than a few month, and so, the first one I was just lonely but this one recently finished and I realize that I don't need anyone. Honestly, for once I am happy to be free because relationship are great but my loli making and watching is something I keep secret from people in rl because of their judgment, so, best stay how I am for now, so I can see why some people do like to be single, and yep, one day maybe rite person will arrive. To be honest, I don't really want anyone so, living in this sleepy town for a hermit blood sucking vampire suits. for now at least. I hope one day you can meet the suitable person. I am sure it will be nice.
Yeah, humans are dumb (we can say that as a vampire and a catgirl).
That's really true, people here have desires that's outside the norms, so it's also not easy and it can be hurtful for us to have to hide them in a relationship.
Those days, i'm like you, i'm not really on the relationship market anymore at least until i advance a bit in my transition (only one month left now before first face feminization surgery!). I also feel it's more the loving and tenderness i'm lacking more than the sex, even if i'm quite horny too. But all in all i'm kinda happily single.
This is the other thing. we certainly have unique tastes here and that's another thing I agree with. I want to meet someone I can be myself with, and who also like loli stuff and just compatible, but im not really interest since my last break up. She just told me i am not her type and bla bla so I thought to myself this is good now i am free from people and their dumb remarks.
Anyhow, I hope your surgery and treatment to complete transition will go well and then you can really enjoy your future. I met this girl who taught me a ton about trns and the operation and HRT and she made the full changes and lives, so far I am aware, a decent life. I think she live in the LGBTQ community in the city because she told me it is where she fit in herself because (as you know) society often have different views on it all. I used get bully a lot at school because i hated boys and I secretly had crush on girls through my life, so, these days everyone knows I am a weird freaky lesbian girl loving vampire lol. I mean, I do like some darker clothing. Also, i find it interesting about different cultures and such things. Maybe after New Year I can return to one of the lesbian bars I used visit before I moved to far away place. It used to be fun. Plus there is a Tokyo vampire restaurant I will love to visit. Looks pretty cool. Anyway, im rambling now lol. Have a good evening/day. I like that "im happy being single..." pic you shared. its so true
ovid from someone on the plane. I have been feeling shitty since monday and i have sneezed approximately a bathtub worth of snot. will buy a tester tomorrow
