Im happy you have such loving and wonderful family. I am also glad to receive this reply to show me you are now in much happier place, and yes, like you say, its the past. I still sometime have little problem with let go of past stuff. My psychologist told me "The past does not exist" She is 100% right, so, to let go of the useless trash is certainly very good idea.
yes, for sure, people are often garbage, especially in certain west countries where society openly choose to abuse each other and so on. Different cultures entirely from Asian thinking. Especially here where I live. On other hand, I met some super cool people, so, good and bad in every culture and place. Honestly, I do believe the trash nasty people do get punished, either this life or next, but this how I believe and it help me not to become like some other toxic trash. Avoid toxic at all cost lol
I agree, being surround by love and good things is very much worth it all, and I personally let the world do their own thing. It is often terrible and disguising, but I feel like I am here in solitude with those I love just watching the world self destruct and fall apart. My little small world is peaceful and I can watch every day nature, which is really nice for country person like me.