Yeah, but in that instance (and that one earlier)- they're basically suicide bombers. They hop in, *BOOM*, and we have to deal with the aftermath. Even if they're banned or punished- the damage was still done...
What DM's contest?
Surely, you jest. I'm sure the "Bat Signal" went of from more that just Dover and I reporting it...(at least I would hope so...). Not gonna confirm nor deny that I may have had enough time to "save" it for, um, posterity.
It's okay. You'll be fine. Like I said before when I *tried* to start at the begging of the 7K thread, I remember one person, in particular (fuuuucckkk, I sound like a campaigning politician)

Anyway, I remember one person in particular (sorry to put you on blast) Inyo. They said they had anxiety and were nervous and didn't know what to do.

And do you know they said the exact same thing they said to you now. They said respond, ask a question, describe your favorite food, ask for music recommendations- just simple and basic things and said they would help as much as they could. They offered to hold a stranger's hand and walk them through, well, this. They were nurturing and supportive the whole time. Most of their reactions were "hearts" and "the hearts with eyes" ones to to show them that someone was listening to them and was genuinely interested in what they had to say. Iirc, it was Algeo, yapie, Momokuma(?) that first started talking to this person. That person is still here and just as talkative as the rest of us. Damn near can't shut 'em up. j/k Inyo.
You're not alone and you're in goo-, no great company.

P.S. I'm yoinking your Eeyore gif
Nah, yapie's Stick Gingers are way hotter.
Keepin' up with y'all is no easy task. Ngl. By the time you back-read 20 pages to get the front- you're damn near 20 pages away again.