discussion What is an awkward/weird kink/fetish you realized you had, why and when?

[walhub]

CNC for me. Probably because I am very docile and calm in life.

 

[wb4]

AVNs made me realize I have a thing for impregnation, pregnancy and pregnant chicks, only in games though. I've never been interested in pregnant women in real life and I don't want to knock someone up or have any kids/start a family.
The fetish doesn't make any sense to me whatsoever but I just find the look attractive and it turns me on I guess.

 

[CEZARTT]

A few days ago I was playing a pretty odd game, and saw some scenes that were like "WTF?!?!" and then were like "erm... why are you standing up down there?" (I don't actually talk to my dick, just play along). I recognized that it was weird, but for some reason still thought it was kinda hot. And then there were even more scenes like that. I do a lot of introspection or self analysis to try to figure out why I think the way I do, and I could not come up with a reason for this. But it made me search for more games from that dev. I found 2 more, and none of them were all that good, especially since one was a cuck game, but it furthered the idea that this weird ass kink the dev seemed to like for some reason ticked a box I didn't know I had. Then I wanted to come on here and ask if people knew of other games with that same content. And my first thought was "whoa... to admit to a bunch of internet trolls that you are into XXXXXXXX?", which the other part of my internal dialog said "Yeah, fucks given=zero?". Don't ask why I talk to myself, that is not he point here.

So then I wondered... how many other people find some weird (or at least you feel is weird) kink that you may or may not want to admit? And just to be a good sport, I will defile my online presence by admitting this one. If you are going to answer though, answer before you read it:

Spoiler: The Dirt

So, a note beforehand. Ive always liked smaller tits. Not sure since when, prob early teens. I think it was a girl in 9th grade. She was one of the first to start getting tits. Yes... in the 90s, girls didn't have tits till much later. Anyways, she had some Madonna ice-cream cone pointies. And suddenly she was the cutest girl in our school that year (our school only had 9th grade the year I was in 9th due to it being a brand new high school). But as time went on I found I didn't really enjoy much beyond a C cup. Now, sadly in porn games, below a C cup is a unicorn unless you are cool with loli shit. As a father of 3, I wasn't originally... but I have lowered my standards and morals to avoid constant fatbags.

Now, to the embarrassing realization. While playing a... maybe loli? game, she had smallish tits. Prob C cup. The speific content had to do with her tits and nipples being stretched to inhuman extremes. Like... in some scenes her 1cm nipples were left 3-4in long and dangling. Half of me is screaming GROSS!!! right now, while the other half is like "Heh.... dems some big nips!". It wasnt just her nipples. While most scenes had some sort of dramatic stretching, sometimes it was her ~3 inch from ribs to nipple titties being stretched 6-10 inches long. And the dev REALLY gave you a good visual of the stretch. In a few SUPER EXTREME scenes which I think even had warnings before oyu went there, they were stretched to be like 3 foot long (now... the second voice didnt chime in here, this was too much even for that nasty part of me to accept). So... odd deforming and stretching of tits? I think? I can't tell if it is because her previously round tits were suddenly the very pointy ones I like, or if I for some reason liked the stretching part? Even though I dont htink it was painful for her, maybe I had some sort of sadist reaction? No clue. I came up blank on why part of my was interested in this. But the dev had 2 other games. All were kinda hard to find, since none were on fuck95 and I dont think they were on here. I found them on other sites and had to use mtool to translate them (badly). Both were very heavy on the tit stretching and were almost entirely made around that, but it wasn't evident until a little ways into the game (in any of them). I think I saw a preview of a barely-stretched tit and thinking it was a pointy tit and not one trying to be torn off, caused me to download it because the art is not that great, so not something I would normally have downloaded.

As for the "maybe loli" part... 2 of the games have the same "model", but its not the same girl. Just identical looking. In one, she is in school. Could be high school, doesnt say. One she is said to be over 18. So other than her tiny tits, and being petite, not totally loli but I think it's loli enough to be in plus here and not on Fuck95.
Now, the games (Dev: ganbara9):
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(this is where I found a download, but not where I first saw the game, I think it was on.... ryuu, or maybe even a request thread on fuck95, but wherever it was didnt have a working download).
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This is the cuck one, so if you dislike that, skip this. Basically, MC is the "childhood friend", they start going out, she cucks the shit out of him with everyone, tells everyone he is her brother (which I think starts the cuck shit? translation was horrible, so hard to tell. Mostly just unlocked gallery and checked shit out)
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- I got this from Kimochi, I know this because I still have the archive. But.. I cannot find it on there. I did find the mediafire link in my history. I think this one was older because the art was kinda... more meh than the other 2, which were already pretty bad. Filename: [kimochi]MFHS.rar with a included url link file to "Uploaded by Kimochi Gaming - Eroge Haven - ゲーム エロゲ -.html". So I am guessing the game

I always liked flat chests in women, and even more so when they have a big ass and flat chests.

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When I started consuming porn games and comics it was after a breakup with a girl I was dating, I was alone and I started looking for porn content to pass the time.

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At first it was normal things, milfs, step incest, vanilla, things like that.
But I always felt a little dissatisfied, because yes, it was useful for jerking off, but I didn't feel so comfortable.
It was that when I found a splatoon game called "inkling Heroes vs Tentacle" (I have always liked splatoon games), I don't know why I got curious, especially when I saw that the characters were flat chested and they didn't have super mega tits like in porn fanart, they were like in the games.

I decided to try it and I felt different lmao, I felt like I had finally found what I wanted so much, I tried the other games from the same creator and noticed that the same thing was always repeated, the Loli tag, I didn't know much what its a loli at that time, so i press click in the tag and WOW, a LOT of games with flat chested girls.

But I felt weird you know, I thought, "do I really want to masturbate with this? Don't they seem minor?" I was having that debate.
At first I tried to ignore it but that thought kept running through my head until I thought about it.

I don't want to play those games because they seem minor, but because I like a flat chest. Besides, they are fictional characters drawn by someone, I'm not hurting anyone in the world.
When i finally realised that I stopped caring about how it looks and i just played whatever I wanted.

That would be one of my "fetishes".

My second "favorite fetish" is when the MC is having sex with a girl and because she is short or the MC has a huge dih, you can see a bulge in her stomach, which is the penis hitting the walls of the vagina or smth. I know it's not realistic, but I don't know why I LIKE it so much; there's something "cute" about it lol.

 

[Darkrift411]

I always liked flat chests in women, and even more so when they have a big ass and flat chests.

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When I started consuming porn games and comics it was after a breakup with a girl I was dating, I was alone and I started looking for porn content to pass the time.

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At first it was normal things, milfs, step incest, vanilla, things like that.
But I always felt a little dissatisfied, because yes, it was useful for jerking off, but I didn't feel so comfortable.
It was that when I found a splatoon game called "inkling Heroes vs Tentacle" (I have always liked splatoon games), I don't know why I got curious, especially when I saw that the characters were flat chested and they didn't have super mega tits like in porn fanart, they were like in the games.

I decided to try it and I felt different lmao, I felt like I had finally found what I wanted so much, I tried the other games from the same creator and noticed that the same thing was always repeated, the Loli tag, I didn't know much what its a loli at that time, so i press click in the tag and WOW, a LOT of games with flat chested girls.

But I felt weird you know, I thought, "do I really want to masturbate with this? Don't they seem minor?" I was having that debate.
At first I tried to ignore it but that thought kept running through my head until I thought about it.

I don't want to play those games because they seem minor, but because I like a flat chest. Besides, they are fictional characters drawn by someone, I'm not hurting anyone in the world.
When i finally realised that I stopped caring about how it looks and i just played whatever I wanted.

That would be one of my "fetishes".

My second "favorite fetish" is when the MC is having sex with a girl and because she is short or the MC has a huge dih, you can see a bulge in her stomach, which is the penis hitting the walls of the vagina or smth. I know it's not realistic, but I don't know why I LIKE it so much; there's something "cute" about it lol.

Ive always liked smaller tits. Prob since early teen years, but as I got older, I found that small chested girls in adult content is hard and harder to find. Some is out there, but... its not very common, even though 80% of the girls I see out in public are C cup or smaller. C cup and smaller in porn feels like it is 5% if you dont count loli type stuff. So that was probably what initially made me go from "fuck no" to "Well... maybe... depending on the content" when it comes to loli related shit. I have 3 daughters, and most loli content gives me that ick feeling in my spine. Especially when it is groomy or misleading the girls. Hence why I lean more towards brother/sister incest content. Less age gap feels less groomy and rapey. So over the years (prob around 2018ish when I learned of adult games) until now, I have slowly had my walls gating myself from loli-ish content crumble a little. I think a bit part of that depends on how they act. Example. In DMD (game I now hate, but it was my first adult game), the main LI is "of age". It mentions multiple times that she is of legal age in the country the game is, and "mostly" in her own country which has weird laws. She had these MASSIVE fucking tits, but she had the mental age of around 10 years old. This is coming from a father of 3 daughters who are now all over 18. She was a mental child. But... "of age" and "physically mature". So the whole borders between mental age, physical age and actual age get very blurred in adult games. And for someone that really wants to see smaller tits in porn games... it kinda pushes you to bend a little.

As for phat ass and small tits, I found a video like... 15 years ago that was perfect. Girl was kinda cute, but had that exact body. was great... but finding similar now is hard. Small chested girls get made fun of, so mostly avoid porn. That, or... they do the "watch me take 45 2 foot long black cocks in under an hour" type stuff. Which... meh. Or they are doing the fake "harder daddy!" stuff, and we all know porn acting quality. When are we going to get some fallow flat chest loving devs who make actually of-age girls in their games? Not the looks 9, but is a 1000 year old vampire shit. An actual say 29 year old woman with A or B cups?

And finally, I can admit that your "fetish" is weird. Because, biologically, liking smaller breasts is not normal. We should be programmed to prefer larger ones due to the whole feeding our offspring shit, so I can't even really talk shit about the fatbag lovers. But fuck them anyways. Just because.

As for your large insertion thing... I mostly hated it at first. Still kinda do. Years ago I saw a video of some girl getting fisted by another girl. The title had "belly bulge" in the title, and you could literally see the girls fist pressing her stomach out. Kinda hot, kinda gross. Especially since the girls twat looked like it had been used as a doormat for 20 years. Seeing the 3 foot long cock larger than her leg in a porn game that pushes her belly out a good foot from where it should be, or worse, the ones where you see it bulging around her neck, as if she doesn't have ribs... those make my brain scream "FAKE!!" but a small part of me is like "Hot!". I try to keep that part silent. He is probably the same part that liked the exaggeratingly stretched and deformed titties. Which I hate to admit, I have tried to search for more of. I have no fucking clue what type of wires crossed that I have that makes me like that shit.

 

[CEZARTT]

Ive always liked smaller tits. Prob since early teen years, but as I got older, I found that small chested girls in adult content is hard and harder to find. Some is out there, but... its not very common, even though 80% of the girls I see out in public are C cup or smaller. C cup and smaller in porn feels like it is 5% if you dont count loli type stuff. So that was probably what initially made me go from "fuck no" to "Well... maybe... depending on the content" when it comes to loli related shit. I have 3 daughters, and most loli content gives me that ick feeling in my spine. Especially when it is groomy or misleading the girls. Hence why I lean more towards brother/sister incest content. Less age gap feels less groomy and rapey. So over the years (prob around 2018ish when I learned of adult games) until now, I have slowly had my walls gating myself from loli-ish content crumble a little. I think a bit part of that depends on how they act. Example. In DMD (game I now hate, but it was my first adult game), the main LI is "of age". It mentions multiple times that she is of legal age in the country the game is, and "mostly" in her own country which has weird laws. She had these MASSIVE fucking tits, but she had the mental age of around 10 years old. This is coming from a father of 3 daughters who are now all over 18. She was a mental child. But... "of age" and "physically mature". So the whole borders between mental age, physical age and actual age get very blurred in adult games. And for someone that really wants to see smaller tits in porn games... it kinda pushes you to bend a little.

As for phat ass and small tits, I found a video like... 15 years ago that was perfect. Girl was kinda cute, but had that exact body. was great... but finding similar now is hard. Small chested girls get made fun of, so mostly avoid porn. That, or... they do the "watch me take 45 2 foot long black cocks in under an hour" type stuff. Which... meh. Or they are doing the fake "harder daddy!" stuff, and we all know porn acting quality. When are we going to get some fallow flat chest loving devs who make actually of-age girls in their games? Not the looks 9, but is a 1000 year old vampire shit. An actual say 29 year old woman with A or B cups?

And finally, I can admit that your "fetish" is weird. Because, biologically, liking smaller breasts is not normal. We should be programmed to prefer larger ones due to the whole feeding our offspring shit, so I can't even really talk shit about the fatbag lovers. But fuck them anyways. Just because.

As for your large insertion thing... I mostly hated it at first. Still kinda do. Years ago I saw a video of some girl getting fisted by another girl. The title had "belly bulge" in the title, and you could literally see the girls fist pressing her stomach out. Kinda hot, kinda gross. Especially since the girls twat looked like it had been used as a doormat for 20 years. Seeing the 3 foot long cock larger than her leg in a porn game that pushes her belly out a good foot from where it should be, or worse, the ones where you see it bulging around her neck, as if she doesn't have ribs... those make my brain scream "FAKE!!" but a small part of me is like "Hot!". I try to keep that part silent. He is probably the same part that liked the exaggeratingly stretched and deformed titties. Which I hate to admit, I have tried to search for more of. I have no fucking clue what type of wires crossed that I have that makes me like that shit.

Btw, what is it like to have 3 daughters at your age while you consume or talk about porn games in private. (i guess u have over 30+?)
I am 26 years old men and I had a few girlfriends in the past, i would like to have children but when I am better off financially, but it would feel strange to have childs while im masturbating to incestuous or fetishistic things while I have a family to take care of in my mind.

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I don't know how old your daughters are, but do they know that you play porn games or do they assume you play stuff like that? or is it something you manage to keep well hidden of your family?
(If they are minors or don't know what that content is, I doubt they're asking themselves that question.)

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Isn't it uncomfortable when you play incest games that you are going to do the same thing to your daughters or something similar?? or do you manage to avoid those thoughts or cross a line in the types of porn games you play? (I don't want to cause any inconvenience by asking about this; if you don't feel comfortable answering, that's fine.)

I assume you're the only one raising and supporting the whole family and your daughters by how do you talk in your messages.

Because if you had a partner or wife, you'd at least have someone to accompany you for sexual moments (or not, if the spark of love or sex between you has faded). I suppose that's why you're on this forum, to spend your time alone (like me and all of us lmao).

Doesn't it seem difficult to balance these two aspects of life? Caring of your daughters and working to support your daughters and then when you're alone and no one is watching, finding a way to satisfy your carnal desires?

 

[Darkrift411]

Btw, what is it like to have 3 daughters at your age while you consume or talk about porn games in private. (i guess u have over 30+?)
I am 26 years old men and I had a few girlfriends in the past, i would like to have children but when I am better off financially, but it would feel strange to have childs while im masturbating to incestuous or fetishistic things while I have a family to take care of in my mind.


I don't know how old your daughters are, but do they know that you play porn games or do they assume you play stuff like that? or is it something you manage to keep well hidden of your family?
(If they are minors or don't know what that content is, I doubt they're asking themselves that question.)

Isn't it uncomfortable when you play incest games that you are going to do the same thing to your daughters or something similar?? or do you manage to avoid those thoughts or cross a line in the types of porn games you play? (I don't want to cause any inconvenience by asking about this; if you don't feel comfortable answering, that's fine.)

Pretty sure I mentioned they are all "of age", so all over 18 (last one just a year ago). I dont really lie to them, and they never asked "do you look at porn or play porn games", but I have made comments that clearly hint that "content not for kids" has been on my screens. Im pretty sure I had a convo with my oldest about games with adult content (but then again, CP2077 has adult content and is not a porn game). Ive also had discussions with her about incest. But not in the "hey, lets have some fun" way. More of a "why it's taboo and all over pornhub" kind of way. Never had incest interest/thoughts about them or any of my other family. Its one of those things that is just hot in fantasy situations.

I have 2 discords, one that I use for "adult" stuff because my main discord account used to be signed in on the TV in the living room. Until about a year ago, I also would not buy adult games on steam because that too was visible to them. They are all moved out now, so I don't worry about it anymore. But I have told them (at least my oldest) that that was the case. She basically nodded and agreed that it was smart to do that so my youngest didn't see that.

I assume you're the only one raising and supporting the whole family and your daughters by how do you talk in your messages.

Because if you had a partner or wife, you'd at least have someone to accompany you for sexual moments (or not, if the spark of love or sex between you has faded). I suppose that's why you're on this forum, to spend your time alone (like me and all of us lmao).

Doesn't it seem difficult to balance these two aspects of life? Caring of your daughters and working to support your daughters and then when you're alone and no one is watching, finding a way to satisfy your carnal desires?

Yes and no. I was playing child support, but we had joint custody. For the last ~10 years or so, I had 1-2 of them living with my at any given time. They technically lived with mom, but either she would get pushed to her limit and one or two would get sent to live with me, or they would get tired of her and choose to come live here. So I was usually taking care of at least one. My ex-gf lived with me for 6+ years. But she was 10 years younger than me and still want kids. She made that clear, and asked me a few times to get her pregnant. I kept telling her I was not having more. Then one day she made a joke about poking a hole in the condom, and I wasn't quite about to get intimate with her after that. So we became more of a roommate situation and then she ended up moving out.

And for the last question. No? I mean... you learn how to fap at at 13 or so. And almost every porn game you play has this feature. You find a room nobody is in and you do it. Its not like you need to do it in the living room with a theme song playing. They knew not to go into my bedroom without permission. I have guns and other stuff in there they are not allowed around. They also know that they are not allowed in my office for similar reasons. I have guns in there too, but I also work at a company where I have sensitive info on my screens, so my screens have to be aimed where they cannot be seen before I have time to lock them. That has been the case since they were very young (worked there 19 years now), so that was just a known fact. Even if my office door is open, knock and wait to be told to come in. I could be sitting naked at my computer and they would not be able tell unless they walked all the way in and around it.

 

[Sansheelover]

Guro I don't know why I like it but I just do

 

[Darkrift411]

Guro I don't know why I like it but I just do

I feel that one is related to the whole "cant look away" reaction some people have to gore/death. A taboo kind of "I shouldnt see this" or something.

I have something I feel is kinda like that. I HATE feet shit. Ive basically always hated feet. I think it was due to growing up in basically an old person city. Old ass people and their already rotting feet all over the place. But not sure exactly if that is the reason. Anyways, I fucking hate feet. But... I also have this thing where I noticed things that are "off" more than most people (from what ive learned). When playing most adult games, even if I am skipping through images quickly (less than 1s per render), I often get this "WAIT!!! SOMETHING WAS WRONG" feeling, and quickly notice what it is. With DAZ games... 90% of the time it is fucking feet related. and 8% of the time it is hand related. Devs just fucking suck at paying attention and make stupid ass mistakes with feet all the time, and I dont want to look at the feet, but I notice something is off and I'm kinda forced to. "DONT LOOK! DONT LOOK!!" "But... something is wrong. I have to find it!". And worse, it has progressed from only happening in adult games to happening all the time. Anime... I started noticing weird shit, but that means my brain is being trained to look at what I hate most. Im glad for the most part it does not happen in real-life situations, such as porn/movies/tv/etc. I think that is because my brain does not expect to find "mistakes" there. Although with AI art... fuck... I have seen some nightmare shit there. Luckily, I have found that AI mostly seems to know it sucks at feet and tries to avoid making them unless forced. It seems to have a higher rate of cut-off-at-the-ankles shots than devs usually do. Which I appreciate.

But my point was sometimes our brains tend to try to see stuff we would rather not see. Or maybe you are just a sick fuck. But as long as you are not a foot freak, I'm fine with it.

 

[Sansheelover]

But as long as you are not a foot freak, I'm fine with it.

I'm not into foot.