You're definitely older than I am, I don't need clarification...
Sincerely, no jokes. I hope you find happiness and raise a family if that's what happiness is for you.
Hopefully your dreams are prophetic, Slum.
I can only repeat something you've already heard me say before. For most of my life I believed no one could ever love me, I thought I'd dashed every possible future I could have ever had and there was nothing about me that was redeemable.
..and then my wife came back into my life just as I was about to end it.
I think we all have a happy ending somewhere, and this thing we call "life" is the quest to find it.
Stop getting in the way of our love, Slum!