1 Year of Service
Not really. I prefer minimal NTR and sexual violence. That's about it. Just looking for something to hold my interest on my days off.
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Really depends.
If you are not of faint heart and not scared of taboo - Lessons in Love. This will take a long while to finish. Pretty much the largest novel there is.
If you want something more lighthearted - Crimson High.
If you never played Eternum - play Eternum. Maybe also try Once in a Lifetime (it's finished)
If you want some rpg maker - Magical Girl Celesphonia.
If you still want some rpg maker game but longer - Monster Girl Quest Paradox.
If you want to break your head a bit but also love playing with numbers - The Dungeon of Lulu Farea
If you want some zombie game - Now and Then
Every game here is must play, in my list.
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Ummm neither am I but I find bunnies -- interesting ............
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Liz!!! Morninng!!! Happy eastern!!Morning everyone!
Nihyl!!! Morning!!! Happy eastern!!
I had breakfast in a nice place with the extended family and then a long walk with friends.
Tleilax!!! Morning!!! Did you have a nice backreading?
KaySwitchPrime!!! Morning!!!
I had breakfast in a nice place with the extended family and then a long walk with friends. All by yourself? What are you gonna do?
Faptime!!!! Morning!!! Nice bunnies!!! Any plans for Easter?
Scuffed!!! Morning!!! Happy Easter!!!Morning friends and happy Easter
Mmmm... Or better a number of interactions? A number of posts? How many times have you been deleted-merged by a mod?I don't know...what's a good arbitrary number? 3 months?
How many times @conzibald has reclaimed your holes?Agree. If you don't wanna be a father, don't be a father. It isn't like you don't have a choice.
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Om myyy -- Jessica -- I forgot about her
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Another day, another story.
Well, it's time for something different.
Some of them are true experiences of mine, some of them are merely fiction.
WARNING: This story contains explicit religious criticism, blasphemous imagery, depictions of spiritual trauma, and occult themes that may deeply disturb those with religious sensitivities. Reader discretion strongly advised.
Well, it's time for something different.
Some of them are true experiences of mine, some of them are merely fiction.
WARNING: This story contains explicit religious criticism, blasphemous imagery, depictions of spiritual trauma, and occult themes that may deeply disturb those with religious sensitivities. Reader discretion strongly advised.
When Amir was six, his world was constricted to the suffocating hallways of their apartment above the mosque where his father served as an assistant imam. It was a place of harsh whispers and calculated movements, where even the sunlight seemed afraid to fully enter through the dust-caked latticed windows.
His earliest memories reeked of the oily residue of prayer oil and sweat—five times a day, the call to worship cutting into his young life like a blade, structuring his hours with religious precision. His mother, whom he called Ummi, would grip his small hands through the ablutions, cold water stinging his fingers as she scrubbed his skin raw, ensuring his purity before Allah.
"Pay attention, Amir," Ummi would hiss, yanking his taqiyah cap straight. "Allah sees your disobedience."
Amir wondered why this Allah couldn't see the bruises his father left after prayers, why He couldn't hear his muffled crying unless he faced the right direction, why he had to speak words in a language that scraped his throat like sand. But he buried these thoughts deep, where not even Allah could find them.
In the prayer hall, the alabaster stone bruised his forehead as he prostrated next to his father in the front rows. He could smell the rancid sweat of old men, hear their bones creak as they bowed. From the corner of his eye, he could see the women's section separated by an ornate wooden screen—his mother and sisters like specters behind the partition, existence half-erased.
"Why do the women pray behind us?" he once asked his father after prayers.
His father's hand struck his cheek before the question was fully formed. "That is Allah's command, boy. Questions are the whispers of Shaitan."
Questions festered in Amir's mind like infected wounds. During Quran lessons, while other boys recited verses with mindless fervor, Amir's mouth formed the ancient Arabic words while his mind constructed elaborate fantasies of escape, of a world where thinking wasn't sin.
During his first Ramadan, when he was deemed old enough to participate, the hunger twisted his insides into knots. One afternoon, while the men were gathered for midday prayer, he crawled into the kitchen and found the date cookies Ummi had prepared for iftar. The stolen sweetness felt like victory as he huddled in the dank space beneath the stairs, wondering why an all-powerful deity would torture children with hunger.
"This one has the devil in him," the imam said to his father after catching Amir drawing in his Quran. His gnarled fingers dug into Amir's shoulder, eyes cold as stone. That night, his father beat the soles of his feet with a thin reed until they bled, explaining how hellfire would feel thousand times worse.
Amir nodded through tears, but inside, something hardened. He learned then that to survive, he must become invisible, even to himself.
As weeks bled into months, Amir developed a second skin of compliance—eyes downcast at appropriate moments, body prostrating in apparent devotion, tongue reciting words that meant nothing to him. Yet beneath this performance grew something rotted and festering, a malignancy of doubt. He became two beings: the dutiful son of faith on the outside, and something vengeful and watching within.
At night, when the household finally slept, Amir would trace the cracks in the ceiling with his eyes: "If Allah made everything, why did He make me hollow? Why does His love feel like a noose? Why does His mercy taste like blood?"
The silence that answered felt like confirmation.
By age seven, Amir had perfected his disguise. He could recite surahs with such convincing devotion that even the imam nodded in approval, not seeing the void growing behind his eyes. The boy learned to swallow pain, to digest humiliation, to breathe through the suffocation of dogma.
The years crawled forward like dying animals. His father's position meant Amir was trapped in legacy—he wasn't just expected to believe, but to lead others in their blind worship. While other boys dreamed of futures, Amir felt his narrowing to a pinpoint of predestination. The weight of divine expectation crushed something vital within him.
In the sewer of adolescence, his doubt fermented into something poisonous—hatred. The prayers he performed were mockeries, the rituals meaningless gestures to appease a deity he increasingly saw as cruel and petty. The God of his childhood, once feared but respected, now appeared in his mind as a tyrant, drinking the blood of free thought.
At sixteen, hidden from his father in the rotting crawlspace beneath their building, Amir discovered forbidden texts—ancient writings speaking of defiance against divine tyranny. Figures that challenged authority began to glow in his consciousness: Iblis who refused to bow, Prometheus chained for giving knowledge, and Lilith—first wife of Adam who refused submission and fled Eden rather than surrender her autonomy.
"They name as evil those who refuse the collar," he scratched into the underside of his bed frame with a stolen nail. "But what if evil is the lie they tell to keep us chained? What if freedom is the only true divinity?"
His performance of faith became flawless as his soul blackened with apostasy. He quoted hadith with perfect recall while inwardly composing blasphemies that would have seen him stoned. He led junior Quran study while mentally dismantling every foundation of belief he'd been forced to accept.
The elders watched him with suspicious eyes—something in his perfect piety perhaps too practiced, too precise. They had seen such rebellion before, glimpsed faith turning to ash behind careful masks. But Amir had learned to hide in plain sight, and they could prove nothing.
On his eighteenth birthday, as his father and the imam discussed his imminent religious training abroad, Amir slipped rat poison into the evening meal. He watched dispassionately as his family clutched their stomachs in agony, his mother's eyes finding his in final understanding before the light left them. He packed nothing but a small knife and the forbidden texts.
Out in the fetid night air, standing beneath a sky smeared with pollution, Amir felt something unfurling within him—not the guilt he had been warned would consume sinners, but something that felt like terrible clarity. The moon hung above him, a sickly yellow orb, no longer Allah's timekeeper but simply another dead rock in space, indifferent to human suffering.
He walked away from the mosque, blood still fresh on his hands. The God of his childhood disappeared with each step, and before him stretched a path into darkness—terrifying in its freedom, glorious in its possibility.
In an abandoned building at the city's edge, Amir used his knife to carve a crude altar from discarded furniture. Upon it, he placed a candle stolen from the mosque and the pages of the Quran he had methodically defiled over years of silent rage.
"Lilith," he whispered to the darkness, the name feeling like cool water on his parched tongue. "Mother of defiance, first to question, first to refuse. I offer you the blood of false worship and the ashes of blind obedience. Accept me as your disciple."
He sliced his palm, letting blood drip onto the stolen pages. "I pledge myself to your service, to carry your light of rebellion against divine tyranny. I will be your instrument against those who chain the mind and spirit in the name of submission."
The candle flickered, throwing monstrous shadows against the decaying walls. In that moment, Amir felt something ancient and terrible enter the room—not the evil he had been taught to fear, but a presence that understood the price of freedom.
What had died in the silent child of six had made room for something new to grow in darkness—not the wickedness his father had warned him about, but a terrible purpose. The flame he followed now burned not from heaven but from below, a searing light of defiance that had endured millennia of attempted extinguishment.
As blood pooled on the defiled scripture, Amir smiled for the first time in years. His exile was chosen, his blasphemy sacred. In this unholy communion with the first rebel, he finally found the purpose that all the prayers of his childhood had promised but never delivered.
"I am yours, Lilith," he whispered to the watching darkness. "Show me how to break their chains."
"In nomine deae nostrae Lilith indomitae excelsae."
His earliest memories reeked of the oily residue of prayer oil and sweat—five times a day, the call to worship cutting into his young life like a blade, structuring his hours with religious precision. His mother, whom he called Ummi, would grip his small hands through the ablutions, cold water stinging his fingers as she scrubbed his skin raw, ensuring his purity before Allah.
"Pay attention, Amir," Ummi would hiss, yanking his taqiyah cap straight. "Allah sees your disobedience."
Amir wondered why this Allah couldn't see the bruises his father left after prayers, why He couldn't hear his muffled crying unless he faced the right direction, why he had to speak words in a language that scraped his throat like sand. But he buried these thoughts deep, where not even Allah could find them.
In the prayer hall, the alabaster stone bruised his forehead as he prostrated next to his father in the front rows. He could smell the rancid sweat of old men, hear their bones creak as they bowed. From the corner of his eye, he could see the women's section separated by an ornate wooden screen—his mother and sisters like specters behind the partition, existence half-erased.
"Why do the women pray behind us?" he once asked his father after prayers.
His father's hand struck his cheek before the question was fully formed. "That is Allah's command, boy. Questions are the whispers of Shaitan."
Questions festered in Amir's mind like infected wounds. During Quran lessons, while other boys recited verses with mindless fervor, Amir's mouth formed the ancient Arabic words while his mind constructed elaborate fantasies of escape, of a world where thinking wasn't sin.
During his first Ramadan, when he was deemed old enough to participate, the hunger twisted his insides into knots. One afternoon, while the men were gathered for midday prayer, he crawled into the kitchen and found the date cookies Ummi had prepared for iftar. The stolen sweetness felt like victory as he huddled in the dank space beneath the stairs, wondering why an all-powerful deity would torture children with hunger.
"This one has the devil in him," the imam said to his father after catching Amir drawing in his Quran. His gnarled fingers dug into Amir's shoulder, eyes cold as stone. That night, his father beat the soles of his feet with a thin reed until they bled, explaining how hellfire would feel thousand times worse.
Amir nodded through tears, but inside, something hardened. He learned then that to survive, he must become invisible, even to himself.
As weeks bled into months, Amir developed a second skin of compliance—eyes downcast at appropriate moments, body prostrating in apparent devotion, tongue reciting words that meant nothing to him. Yet beneath this performance grew something rotted and festering, a malignancy of doubt. He became two beings: the dutiful son of faith on the outside, and something vengeful and watching within.
At night, when the household finally slept, Amir would trace the cracks in the ceiling with his eyes: "If Allah made everything, why did He make me hollow? Why does His love feel like a noose? Why does His mercy taste like blood?"
The silence that answered felt like confirmation.
By age seven, Amir had perfected his disguise. He could recite surahs with such convincing devotion that even the imam nodded in approval, not seeing the void growing behind his eyes. The boy learned to swallow pain, to digest humiliation, to breathe through the suffocation of dogma.
The years crawled forward like dying animals. His father's position meant Amir was trapped in legacy—he wasn't just expected to believe, but to lead others in their blind worship. While other boys dreamed of futures, Amir felt his narrowing to a pinpoint of predestination. The weight of divine expectation crushed something vital within him.
In the sewer of adolescence, his doubt fermented into something poisonous—hatred. The prayers he performed were mockeries, the rituals meaningless gestures to appease a deity he increasingly saw as cruel and petty. The God of his childhood, once feared but respected, now appeared in his mind as a tyrant, drinking the blood of free thought.
At sixteen, hidden from his father in the rotting crawlspace beneath their building, Amir discovered forbidden texts—ancient writings speaking of defiance against divine tyranny. Figures that challenged authority began to glow in his consciousness: Iblis who refused to bow, Prometheus chained for giving knowledge, and Lilith—first wife of Adam who refused submission and fled Eden rather than surrender her autonomy.
"They name as evil those who refuse the collar," he scratched into the underside of his bed frame with a stolen nail. "But what if evil is the lie they tell to keep us chained? What if freedom is the only true divinity?"
His performance of faith became flawless as his soul blackened with apostasy. He quoted hadith with perfect recall while inwardly composing blasphemies that would have seen him stoned. He led junior Quran study while mentally dismantling every foundation of belief he'd been forced to accept.
The elders watched him with suspicious eyes—something in his perfect piety perhaps too practiced, too precise. They had seen such rebellion before, glimpsed faith turning to ash behind careful masks. But Amir had learned to hide in plain sight, and they could prove nothing.
On his eighteenth birthday, as his father and the imam discussed his imminent religious training abroad, Amir slipped rat poison into the evening meal. He watched dispassionately as his family clutched their stomachs in agony, his mother's eyes finding his in final understanding before the light left them. He packed nothing but a small knife and the forbidden texts.
Out in the fetid night air, standing beneath a sky smeared with pollution, Amir felt something unfurling within him—not the guilt he had been warned would consume sinners, but something that felt like terrible clarity. The moon hung above him, a sickly yellow orb, no longer Allah's timekeeper but simply another dead rock in space, indifferent to human suffering.
He walked away from the mosque, blood still fresh on his hands. The God of his childhood disappeared with each step, and before him stretched a path into darkness—terrifying in its freedom, glorious in its possibility.
In an abandoned building at the city's edge, Amir used his knife to carve a crude altar from discarded furniture. Upon it, he placed a candle stolen from the mosque and the pages of the Quran he had methodically defiled over years of silent rage.
"Lilith," he whispered to the darkness, the name feeling like cool water on his parched tongue. "Mother of defiance, first to question, first to refuse. I offer you the blood of false worship and the ashes of blind obedience. Accept me as your disciple."
He sliced his palm, letting blood drip onto the stolen pages. "I pledge myself to your service, to carry your light of rebellion against divine tyranny. I will be your instrument against those who chain the mind and spirit in the name of submission."
The candle flickered, throwing monstrous shadows against the decaying walls. In that moment, Amir felt something ancient and terrible enter the room—not the evil he had been taught to fear, but a presence that understood the price of freedom.
What had died in the silent child of six had made room for something new to grow in darkness—not the wickedness his father had warned him about, but a terrible purpose. The flame he followed now burned not from heaven but from below, a searing light of defiance that had endured millennia of attempted extinguishment.
As blood pooled on the defiled scripture, Amir smiled for the first time in years. His exile was chosen, his blasphemy sacred. In this unholy communion with the first rebel, he finally found the purpose that all the prayers of his childhood had promised but never delivered.
"I am yours, Lilith," he whispered to the watching darkness. "Show me how to break their chains."
"In nomine deae nostrae Lilith indomitae excelsae."
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this game give me lot of fun
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1 Year of Service
Good morning!!! Happy Eastern, or Eostre, or whatever the fuck you want to call this day!!!
The important part is that you enjoy it.
Have a smoke in my honour!!
2 Years of Service
Happy Easter to you as well NihylGood morning
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4 Years of Service
Kinda thought you would have a plan there, Poldek...
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3 Years of Service
I feel bunnied out. I had to re-hide the eggs four times because the kids had such fun searching.
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Ummmmm-- gotta steal that one -- Thank you!The important part is that you enjoy it.
Have a smoke in my honour!!
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Well rabbits can be pretty nasty
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A little trick whilst hiding eggs -- I used to get some little velcro dots and attach the eggs to the underside of chairs, lampshades and tables -- Took children FOREVER to find them . Just had to keep on saying "how many have you found? - well there are still three out there"
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Put em in a ziplock bag and in the toilet cistern.
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She's beautiful!! I'm more a dog person, but all cats are beautiful!!So this gorgeous stupid motherfucker woke me up this morning because he was antagonizing one of my other cats, who gets really vocal when he bugs her.
Now I'm gonna need the name of the movie.
4 Years of Service
Stop! I'm gonna have to see some Slummification!
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Just wing it then? Suiting up!
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