4 Years of Service
almost got me on that, agree on the split personality, not lonely though lol.I don’t know you other than what you or a few “informed” people have posted, but this is the picture that I have been shown:
I see you as a guy that has insecurities about who he wants other people to believe he is. Like the kid in the school yard that was bullied for years that just moved to get a fresh start, while hoping that no one will call the bluff of his tuff guy persona.
Someone with a desire to have a community to feel power over but also wants people to want him around, similar to how a king may view the peasants.
Also a guy that doesn’t want a legacy but also wants everyone to remember the good times. Even though he may have killed the music.
A guy who wants everyone to remain safe in a hobby that is looked down upon but doesn’t know how to keep him self safe IRL. You want to do the right thing, though it is sometimes lost in the follow through.
I see a smart guy that can make uniformed decisions, usually worsened when under pressure.
I see a generous individual that wants to give away the world but can’t afford it for reasons.
TLDR; I see you as a lonely guy that has a borderline split personality that is unsure what each side wants and how to get there while taking everyone with you safely.
Don’t take this as critical, you ask for thoughts and I gave you an honest assessment of how I see you.