discussion Anyone feeling trapped ?

[vagmesh]

Hello my name is Esra well at least thats my made up name i wont say where i live or my age but i am a adult male that feels like a female for a very long time and really want to do transition but i can't because of the family and i've tried to have sex before and i got fucked 2 times and really liked it do and i don't know that to do kinda feel depressed about it do we have anyone feeling like that ?

 

[MTelly]

I've never met anyone in person in my life with this feelings but i suggest you to get into transgender circles where people more experienced in this terms could help you a little bit more. I'll just tell you not to feel bad, sure it's not easy but you need to accept you as you are and don't overthink it.

 

[vagmesh]

I've never met anyone in person in my life with this feelings but i suggest you to get into transgender circles where people more experienced in this terms could help you a little bit more. I'll just tell you not to feel bad, sure it's not easy but you need to accept you as you are and don't overthink it.

i dont know how to feel about this really kinda feel guilty after i get my pleasure with fuckin myself with my dildo and dress up as a woman but its been more than 5 years to get fucked in real life i kinda feel bad about my body and get scared to find a male to fuck me

 

[Monokuma]

Hello my name is Esra well at least thats my made up name i wont say where i live or my age but i am a adult male that feels like a female for a very long time and really want to do transition but i can't because of the family and i've tried to have sex before and i got fucked 2 times and really liked it do and i don't know that to do kinda feel depressed about it do we have anyone feeling like that ?

Hi Esra.
I am so sorry to hear you're feeling trapped and unable to be your authentic self. Sometimes the pressures of family, friends, society can really limit us into being something we don't want to be. Depression, frustration, anxiety can all bubble up inside us when we aren't granted the freedom to be who we feel we are. Whilst I am not someone who has struggled with gender identity myself, I have worked with people who have struggled with all kinds of things in the past - gender/sexual identity just being a few. My honest advice is to talk. Talking about our feelings, and having someone genuinely listen, can be the best medicine out there. Just being heard can change things around. It won't cure problems, but it'll lessen the burden and make the struggle that little bit more bearable.
As @Mingatelly suggested, finding your way into Trans circles would also help - hearing other peoples shared experiences. Reddit is a great place for such a community, there will be subreddits dedicated to all aspects of the Trans journey, from the uncertain first steps, all the way to the end. There are many, many supportive communities out there, and also charities that are often contactable by email (though this one depends where you live, and I understand you not sharing that).
If you ever want someone to talk to, feel free to DM me. I am often around and willing to listen to almost anything at all

 

[vagmesh]

Hi Esra.
I am so sorry to hear you're feeling trapped and unable to be your authentic self. Sometimes the pressures of family, friends, society can really limit us into being something we don't want to be. Depression, frustration, anxiety can all bubble up inside us when we aren't granted the freedom to be who we feel we are. Whilst I am not someone who has struggled with gender identity myself, I have worked with people who have struggled with all kinds of things in the past - gender/sexual identity just being a few. My honest advice is to talk. Talking about our feelings, and having someone genuinely listen, can be the best medicine out there. Just being heard can change things around. It won't cure problems, but it'll lessen the burden and make the struggle that little bit more bearable.
As @Mingatelly suggested, finding your way into Trans circles would also help - hearing other peoples shared experiences. Reddit is a great place for such a community, there will be subreddits dedicated to all aspects of the Trans journey, from the uncertain first steps, all the way to the end. There are many, many supportive communities out there, and also charities that are often contactable by email (though this one depends where you live, and I understand you not sharing that).
If you ever want someone to talk to, feel free to DM me. I am often around and willing to listen to almost anything at all

Oh thanks a lot that really feels special ill try to look reddit im 29 years old atm and i got fucked first when i was 18 and i loved it and this is the first time i talk about these feeling in anywhere public this is kinda public i never talk with anyone about these and i feel like crying atm

 

[Monokuma]

Oh thanks a lot that really feels special ill try to look reddit im 29 years old atm and i got fucked first when i was 18 and i loved it and this is the first time i talk about these feeling in anywhere public this is kinda public i never talk with anyone about these and i feel like crying atm

Its understandable that somewhere like here might appeal to you to share something so private - this is a hive of annoymnity which is never going to be traced back to you. In this way, it's comfortable to share our likes/dislikes/wants/desires. It's also a place to just be yourself, because nothing will get judged. But, even so, this isn't going to be the best place to find specific help. Support, yes, a friendly ear, yes. But to help on your journey, there would definitely be better communities. Even to just lurk in the background, to hear the stories of others, to see if they apply to yourself. YouTube also has some great content creators who speak out about these kinds of journeys. There's definitely voices out there! Just need to have a look.

 

[vagmesh]

Its understandable that somewhere like here might appeal to you to share something so private - this is a hive of annoymnity which is never going to be traced back to you. In this way, it's comfortable to share our likes/dislikes/wants/desires. It's also a place to just be yourself, because nothing will get judged. But, even so, this isn't going to be the best place to find specific help. Support, yes, a friendly ear, yes. But to help on your journey, there would definitely be better communities. Even to just lurk in the background, to hear the stories of others, to see if they apply to yourself. YouTube also has some great content creators who speak out about these kinds of journeys. There's definitely voices out there! Just need to have a look.

i will def gonna check out those thanks you really i mean it thank you a lot!

 

[Magician5513]

@vagmesh I really hope you find you way in life in this. Leading a double life is not easy. Be true to yourself is my advise.

 

[vagmesh]

@vagmesh I really hope you find you way in life in this. Leading a double life is not easy. Be true to yourself is my advise.

thanks that means a lot hopefully i will start living like female entirely hope that day is soon

 

[Magician5513]

thanks that means a lot hopefully i will start living like female entirely hope that day is soon

I hope u can do it, and you do not live in a country where that is problematic...

 

[vagmesh]

I hope u can do it, and you do not live in a country where that is problematic...

not really but its hard to find someone where i live maybe in other cities its easy

 

[Magician5513]

not really but its hard to find someone where i live maybe in other cities its easy

You mean a 'boyfriend'? That can be hard I suppose... But u will have more chances when you can be more open about it I suppose

 

[vagmesh]

You mean a 'boyfriend'? That can be hard I suppose... But u will have more chances when you can be more open about it I suppose

no more like a fuck budy

 

[Magician5513]

no more like a fuck budy

Same there I suppose ... More open = more chances (more fun )

 

[vagmesh]

Same there I suppose ... More open = more chances (more fun )

exactly i wanna feel like a woman for like few days that my man comes and fucks me all day oh that gets me so excited

 

[Magician5513]

exactly i wanna feel like a woman for like few days that my man comes and fucks me all day oh that gets me so excited

The world is big enough ... You will find candidates (but watch out for bad people )

 

[vagmesh]

The world is big enough ... You will find candidates (but watch out for bad people )

oh i love bad people i am a bad girl :3

 

[Magician5513]

oh i love bad people i am a bad girl :3

there is bad ... and bad... I suppose You like to be a naughty girl

 

[vagmesh]

there is bad ... and bad... I suppose You like to be a naughty girl

a really naughty one one thats really feminine and submissive :3

 

[Magician5513]

a really naughty one one thats really feminine and submissive :3

If u really feel that way : act on it. Do not stay hidden (too much). (but easy said, i know)