For me personally it's gotta be my height. A slight variation up and down would be ok but I'd like to look them in the eyes without having to move my head up and down too much.
Ouch that's unfortunate. Maybe a massage gun can help you then? I know the assumption is that it's a barely hidden masturbation aid, but it does genuinely help relieve pain.
You considered going to a physical therapist? Or even a massage place that focuses on the lower back. Won't fix the underlying issue but it'll alleviate some pain. Potentially a chiropractor as well, but I don't really trust them
Having your own cult doesn't sound fun after you think about it ngl. You'd have to deal with all the bs that comes with being a cult leader, like the popo or even your friends and family asking wtf you're doing.
Problem is some of them have really good tags on them, or they have a very specific fetish in it. And then the creators abandon it after a couple of updates and you cry.
I'm really glad that era of anime fandom is gone. It was already beginning to die when I began actively taking part in the community, but it was very much still a thing until around the mid 2010s? So much stuff coming out now that it's literally impossible to watch everything.
Well of course...
American cheese is good when you have literally no other options. It's just a lot of low quality cheese blended up together and emulsified. Give me some good old cheddar any day of the week.